honey, i'm going to make it out alive.

a devotion to babble

to a life (mis)led by quoting indifferences -
i offer you subtleties, niceties. it is worthwhile
for a few minutes of peace, while my mother massages a migraine.
to my father nursing his negligence in a hospital bed while
the women phone for reassurance that their lives could be worse.
this gossip mill, i am not this rumour of a child, silent.
my life is not run by the words on your lips.

and the worst pies in london!

it's four o'clock in the morning! i'm so bored! i was asleep from nine until eleven and then i was like "oh time to wake up" and then i was playing animal crossing in my mum's room 'cause she kept having nightmares and like, twitching and falling off the bed. poor mama ): anyway she's all calm now so i'm like HIIII COMPUTERRRRR and then i find out everyone LITERALLY EVERYONE is very very sad ): D: D: D: i'm listening to the sweeney todd soundtrack and i'm kinda hungry which is fairly odd for me. i gave lotte the rest of my aero 'cause i'm cool like that! i had so many sweets today! i want to go find my money in my jeans so i can buy a shitload of sweets today. if anyone winds up coming out. i jolly well hope they do D: i've been stuck in the house for so long!! i want icecream, i think. i've got such a sweet tooth recently, which is odd because usually i'm like "urgh, food D:" but recently i've been like OMNOMNOM which really is odd for me!! D: i need to go biking again (: (: (:
i really hope my mummy did an underwear load of washing yesterday. i want to wear my cool checkered boxers tomorrow/today. i would do my own washing, but my dad doesn't trust me ahaha. i totally NEVER broke the kitchen appliances! i never turned the toaster upside down! never! never!
Now I'm listening to Shakira. SHUT UP. She's so cool! But they don't have Oral Fixation Vol. 2 D: which is totally her best album. I borrowed it from the library :D I'm listening to Cobra Starship now. Part of me hates them. The rest ADORES them. J'ADOREEEEE!! I like The Church of Hot Addiction.

Just let me ask you:
Hey, have you heard of my religion?
It's called the Church of Hot Addiction
And we believe that God has lust for everything

Because now,
The time has come for your devotion
And you already got a notion
Of what I need
So give it, just give it,
Just give it to me

You're willing,
I'm waiting.
Turn out the lights

Tonight I am the drug you can't deny
Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light it electric

Just let me tell you
Hey, you gotta get the Cobra bless now
You're really only selling sex now
But I can pay
The price you charge for what I need

Because I,
I've got a nasty new compulsion
And you've already got a notion
Of what I need
So give it, just give it,
Just give it to me

You're willing,
I'm waiting.
Turn out the lights

Tonight I am the drug you can't deny
Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high
My light is electric
Tonight I am the drug you can't deny
Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light is electric

I've got electric eyes
And I can get you high
I've got electric eyes
I'm gonna get you

Tonight I am the drug you can't deny
Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high
My light is, light is, light is
Tonight I am the drug you can't deny
Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah, hey hey hey
My light is electric, hey hey hey
My light is electric, yeah

FITASS SONG. and i want some bitching formatting now!!

i wanna get back, get back (;

OHMYGOD SO MANY FREAKIN' ICONS MADE TODAY! i'll post them if i cba, but there's 20+ RENT ones, 4+ Mock the Week, 2+ Eastenders...

It's gonna take a while =D And I haven't even finished making themmm.

OMG. EASTENDERS SPOILERS FOR LIKE, OCTOBER!!
on the plus side, syed + christian don't look like they're being written out any time soon =D ON THE DOWNSIDE, THE NEXT TIME THEY'RE FREAKING ON IS LIKE NEXT MONDAY! but even still, there's this MASSIVE MASSIVE EVENT that totally pushes on things =D =D =D

I like being a nerd.

i can't keep fighting this battle with you.

they messed up upon posting ): i'm bummed.

i don't get it; where was your conscience

so, hi, haha. sorry i've been away. it's been a little crazy here.

um, basically i'm going to be stuck here for a while. because my dad had to go to hospital because they suddenly thought he had this paralysis condition and he had to have this urgent urgent operation on his back and um, i really don't know what's going on. don't ask me. so. um. sorry i'm missing out on a lot. sorry. really. sorry.

um, i was going to post a really good story that i found on fictionpress here, as a kind of hall of fame, but i realised that um, it's vaguely strange and some people might be like "t, you read stories about fictional festive characters getting it on like whaaat." because i totally don't. the story's amazing. but it is slightly weird, but maybe that's part of the charm? pass :/ haha. sorry.

http://www.popnography.com/2009/05/how-gay-is-your-star-trek.html
this made me lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Th5UnJPubUo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dE9O3oZ6M3g
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2j0hCRm8Wo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYWEHOj6IEc&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlCnhipYY1Y&feature=channel

i can't remember what each of these are, but they were all in the related links to star trek themed searches. haha. i got freaked, haha. sorry.

right, i'm gonna um, try to get some sleep. night, um, night.

sometimes the words are worth smiling for.

i met this girl from florida the other day
and the whole room was lit by the smile on her face
but when she turned to me
i could see
that she wasn't there and
she said to me,
"sometimes i feel
like i'm the only one in this world
who understands me".
well, don't give up
and don't give in
they will kill to see you fall
well just hold on
a little longer
and you'll see what you're living for
because
you are someone
you are something
yeah
maybe you'll be everything
to someone.
and i'm sorry that i can't
help you more
but sometimes the words are
worth staying for
so don't let go.
don't let go.
and her parents, yeah
they don't love her enough
to protect from words in her way
and sometimes i think i'll just get on a plane
and take her away
'cause she's too young, she's too small
for you to just break her inside
well,
don't give up
and don't give in
they will kill to see you fall
well just hold on
a little longer
and you'll see what you're living for
because
you are someone
you are something
yeah
maybe you'll be everything
to someone.
and i'm sorry that i can't
help you more
but sometimes the words are
worth staying for
so
don't let go.
don't let go.
and i'm sitting in my bedroom at
half past four wondering
if i could have done more
sometimes it hurts to admit
you've just got to let it go.

a'righhte guys. we have a dilemma. basically my dad is being an arse and is like, not giving me a lift to the manhunt i'm supposed to be going to OR to ely to meet you guys on tuesday. so basically, i have an option. i can either not go to the manhunt and try and get some money for tuesday by either begging my sister for money, or i can spend all of monday busking. theoretically, tuesday is harder to do because it costs more, but we've been planning on doing this for yonks. ): i hate the fact that fucker-man's made our family broke by buying stupid shit. he's such a douche!

-

OH MY GOD SO FREAKING CUUUUTEEEEE!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGHdE2L_Uk8&feature=related



THE MALE VERSION OF ME, METHINKS. SEE HOW HE PLAYS GUITAR? YEAH, WE'RE THE ONLY TWO IN THE UNIVERSE THAT I'VE FOUND SO FAR WHO SWING THEIR WHOLE ARM OVER THE BODY OF THE GUITAR. SOULMATES METHINKS. AND THE DANCING??! PFFT! IT'S ME!