And The Words, They're Everything And Nothing.

So, y'know, it's a blog. Get in there.

i was on dictionary.com earlier. i like words. i'm going to write down some of my favourite ones, i think. i've been looking through all of my books earlier and i found this one called the world's most comprehensive dictionary. it has different definitions for all these words.
catastrophe - feline punctuation.
aha.

i'm a cautious person naturally - i have no intention or desire to look like anyone or anything. i have some opinions, but i'd rather not say what they are. i think it's pretentious to claim you're not something and try to act like something else deliberately. i could say i'm not an indie kid, and someone could argue, "well, yes, you are. you dress like it + act like it." i'd rather say, "i don't think of myself as anything, especially not an indie kid." i'm not anything, but i could be something. could. i'm not a name, i'm not an anything. i'm barely myself. i'm not a "tilly", my own name sounds foreign upon paper.

i dislike people who feel that they have to repeat themselves to make their point clear. i could say, "i love you, and i hate it because i want to hate you" but there'd be no point. it wouldn't change how i feel or how i act. i'd like to just drop the subject of him. even if there was a chance like he or they consider there to be, i'm not that low. i have my pride.

grandiloquent
debauchery
troglodyte
nonchalence
perturbation
despondance
enamoured
suspended
effulgent
incandescent
auspicious
propituous
sanguine
itinerant
reticence
overawe
extinguished
altercation
fragmentary

if i could, i'd list all the words in the world for you. i'll suffice with your words.

susceptible, diffident, refrain, alleviation, abhorrence.