now we've got a big big big mess on our hands tonight.

Late night/early morning shopping. It's 3.29AM. Which one is it d'you think?
I'm trying to find a really cool green zip up hoodie with a white zip.
http://www.chemical-records.co.uk/sc/servlet/Info?ref=gbase&Track=SMITHGR
^^
I guess that's something like what I want, but I don't dig the green too much.
http://store.americanapparel.net/f497w.html
I REALLY want one of these. It's a hoodie like the one Gabe for Cobra wears and it's very very nice. So I'd quite like one of those. The only problem is that like...I dunno. In measurements, strictly speaking I'm well within the range of a Small and the Small clothes that I have for my Clockwork Orange tee or my Sonic one are slightly too big. However, it's a hoodie though isn't it? So I'm gonna get a medium, haha. I want one with a really baggy fit anyway. Still, I can't help wondering if it's gonna drown me. I'm a 34, 35" and the average size for a medium is around a 40. so :S Hm. Don't even ask why I'm buying men's/unisex hoodies, ahaa. I guess having small tits is at least good for something.

I deleted all the stuff on my iPod last night and put some new stuff on it this morning. I'm gonna list what I've got on here so far because it's 03.36AM and i'm shit bored.

music
The Academy IsThe Academy EP, Almost Here, Fast Times at Barrington High, Santi
Amy Studt My Paper Made Men
Ashley Tisdale Guilty Pleasures
Brand New Deja Entendu, The Devil and God are Raging Inside of me
Cobra Starship Viva La Cobra, While the City Sleeps, We Rule the Streets
Demi Lovato Don't Forget
Elliot Minor Elliot Minor
Gym Class Heroes As Cruel as School Children, For the Kids, The Papercut Chronicles, The Quilt
HelloGoodbye Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!
I Am Ghost Lovers' Requiem
Jason Mraz MR.A-Z
Katy Perry One of the Boys
Lady Gaga The Fame
Pierce the Veil A Flair for the Dramatic
Simple Plan Simple Plan
Taylor Swift Fearless
The Urgency The Urgency
3OH!3 WANT



and i don't want to talk about it right now. i know that bottling it up is not good for me. i'm not doing that. i'm just dealing with things my way. things are shit, yes, so what? things are shit for everyone else in this world. stopping to cry over it like i've done in the past is immature and pointless. it solves nothing.
no. i don't want to talk about it.
and that's the end of it.